I'm back 我回来了

sudden think of...it has been years i didn't update my blog...
突然想起。。。好几年没动我的部落格了。。。

someone said..."its DEAD...!!!"
有人说。。。“已经死了。。。！！！”

haha...
哈哈。。。

i'm thinking what i'm going to write...
我在想着要写什么。。。

any comments?
有什么意见吗？

random thoughts....

sometimes i feel like i just "自作多情"...
wanna make this solve someday...a.s.a.p...

sometimes i feel like he just very annoying...
wanna kick his ass off...

WTF**K......

can i know why did i fail my subject?
i did pass all the course work and i did do all the assignment...
some how, i pass my mid term with 56 (if not mistaken)...
why the course work mark so low and drag my score/marks down?
did u check probably?

WTF...i just 'duh' and '???' in my mind when refer to my result...
DAL3473 Assembly Language F
DCA1624 Computerised Accounting B+
DDC2324 Data Communications & Networking B
DOP2444 OOP Techniques with C++ C+
DVP2454 Visual Programming B

the result is not bad...but the ASSEMBLY...OMG...
i really have to ask the D**N shai for what is wrong about my result???

nothing special...

hmmm...already two weeks of boring holiday...hope these days will pass faster...
during these days...when i woke up, i will straight turn on to my PC then can sit in front of the PC for the whole day...playing game...game...and...game...i just do nothing wasting time...damn...its useless...
regret...
i feel like wanna go for a part time job...cause of that, at least i have something to work with...and will have earn some income too...
hmmm...now thinking of wanna have a break for gaming...wanna finish read the book that i bought and another book which my sis borrow me...
hope i can get something useful from those books...

hmmm....

time past...day by day...waiting and waiting...

tolong

i miss u...
cant stop thinking of u...
although have many things across my mind...
but...u....only u i think the most...
think that...
"how are u?"
thinking of want to message u...make a contact to u...
but end up...i'm chicken...
i'm not dare to ask u go out with me...
lousy me...

sometime i really get jealous and pissed off...
cause of that retard...
once i see him...i got a bad and uneasy feeling to him...
feels like i going to whack him some day....grrrrr..........
sick of him...

GOD TOLONG!!!

miss u

i miss my old 'kendricklim1990@hotmail.com' space and blog...
i miss u too...

uneasy...

don't know why...

i just can't feel easy when i seeing those personal message of them with those words...
sometimes i just feel disgusts....
and i can't it...

but i still go read them...

then after reading i will say "oh my god...*with disgust and uneasy feeling*..."
think that why should they show it up to whole world...

if they are not successful...
if they have problem with each other..
is they gonna show it up to the whole world know?

gosh...i just can't think of bad thing would happen to them...
but some how...i did...
sweat...

oh GOD...forgive me and control me...

now just waiting for the decision from C...
our relationship...
there still have much distance to travel...
have much thing to learn and practice...
oh GOD...help us to reach our journey...

i try to change for C...*as i try to change for J last time*...
don't want to be bad...

oh...i will keep praying for C and me...