Sunday, December 27, 2009

WTF**K......

can i know why did i fail my subject?
i did pass all the course work and i did do all the assignment...
some how, i pass my mid term with 56 (if not mistaken)...
why the course work mark so low and drag my score/marks down?
did u check probably?

WTF...i just 'duh' and '???' in my mind when refer to my result...
DAL3473 Assembly Language F
DCA1624 Computerised Accounting B+
DDC2324 Data Communications & Networking B
DOP2444 OOP Techniques with C++ C+
DVP2454 Visual Programming B

the result is not bad...but the ASSEMBLY...OMG...
i really have to ask the D**N shai for what is wrong about my result???

Friday, December 18, 2009

nothing special...

hmmm...already two weeks of boring holiday...hope these days will pass faster...
during these days...when i woke up, i will straight turn on to my PC then can sit in front of the PC for the whole day...playing game...game...and...game...i just do nothing wasting time...damn...its useless...
regret...
i feel like wanna go for a part time job...cause of that, at least i have something to work with...and will have earn some income too...
hmmm...now thinking of wanna have a break for gaming...wanna finish read the book that i bought and another book which my sis borrow me...
hope i can get something useful from those books...

hmmm....

time past...day by day...waiting and waiting...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

tolong

i miss u...
cant stop thinking of u...
although have many things across my mind...
but...u....only u i think the most...
think that...
"how are u?"
thinking of want to message u...make a contact to u...
but end up...i'm chicken...
i'm not dare to ask u go out with me...
lousy me...

sometime i really get jealous and pissed off...
cause of that retard...
once i see him...i got a bad and uneasy feeling to him...
feels like i going to whack him some day....grrrrr..........
sick of him...

GOD TOLONG!!!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

miss u

i miss my old 'kendricklim1990@hotmail.com' space and blog...
i miss u too...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

uneasy...

don't know why...

i just can't feel easy when i seeing those personal message of them with those words...
sometimes i just feel disgusts....
and i can't it...

but i still go read them...

then after reading i will say "oh my god...*with disgust and uneasy feeling*..."
think that why should they show it up to whole world...

if they are not successful...
if they have problem with each other..
is they gonna show it up to the whole world know?

gosh...i just can't think of bad thing would happen to them...
but some how...i did...
sweat...

oh GOD...forgive me and control me...

now just waiting for the decision from C...
our relationship...
there still have much distance to travel...
have much thing to learn and practice...
oh GOD...help us to reach our journey...

i try to change for C...*as i try to change for J last time*...
don't want to be bad...

oh...i will keep praying for C and me...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

just special...

today...wow...4th december 2009...【SORRY MISTAKE HERE。its november not december...]

today is the first time i gifted a specially gift to a specially person...
taday is the first time having a so called 'dating' with the specially one...
today is the frist time i'm officially as a guitar teacher...thanks to my SIFU(aaron) and Hang...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hey it is...

today (14/10/2009 Wednesday) as usual, have to go college in the morning(9am till 5pm)...
in the morning class...
Data Communication and Networking...
teacher(miss NFC) gave us our exam paper to have a check...
one by one...
she walk till in front of me, gave me the exam paper then following by saying "Jing Xiang...well done..."...
i get 82/100 for it...
that's great if i really get that kind of marks...LoL

class over...
we(Vivian, Marc, Jack, Cindy and me) when to a restaurant call "hui wei"...
there the food its ok...
ahahaah....
Jack is alone there...
we all are paired up...
pity him...L.o.L...

we still able to attend the accounting class in time...

after the accounting practical class...
teacher(Mr. NAG) gave us back our exam paper...
damn...
i lose quite lots of marks in section A(objective question)...
but overall marks i get is 84/100...
good...^^

during break...
we(Vivian, Marc, Cindy and me) when to gurney and have a movie there...

i hope 'we' will getting closer to each other...
hope that 'we' will know each other better...
hope that 'we' will have a good relationship...^^

pray to GOD...

GOD please guild us...
Please help us and teach us how to leave like You...
AMEN...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

suddenly

today just done my data com and accounting exam.
i quite satisfied what i have done in the both exam.
'i did get to write all out what i have memorized for the data com in the answer question.'
*good job for 'that'* L. O. L.
but i missed out one thing, its is i didn't memorized the diagram for the four transmissions.
actually i thought it just come out the theories of the four transmissions.
some more i didn't read the question carefully.
when i see the word transmissions, then i straight write all the things i have memorized on the answer sheet. L. O. L.
then, for the accounting.
there are mistakes on the question.
teacher did check the paper and discuss with us after exam, he thinks is not his mistakes but some how the printed midterm question paper for us and his own copy is different.
we cant get the balance for the balance sheet account.
thus, there are some bonus marks for us. *wee pee*.

my pool skill sucks.
my friend name vi Jackson.
he really got good skill in pool and snooker.
for example, i played ten match with him, 7 match i lose to him.
he really pro.

Nikki is a pretty girl.
good in studies and some how sports.
today is the first time i played pool with Nikki.
shes good.
i like her.

Err...mm...
for 'that'.
from Monday, i felt she changed.
i get more 'smooth' while meeting her and talking to her.
*don't know why, the felling come again*
shes now starts find me rather than the days before Monday.
suddenly i feel nice to be with her...
ha...

D@MN...what should i do?

Oh GOD...please forgive me what i have done.
i know i am not done it once.
but still i am can't get rid of it.
please...forgive me.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

think think think

hello hello...
i've learn...

"you have to be brave to move a step in front but you have to know what you will get after the step you moved."

"think carefully before you make a move."

"you can do whatever you want but after what you have done, you have to take responsibility on the consequences."

"you have to be brave and wise to face and solve the consequences you have faced."

will update...

the guitar class

wow...feels great u guys learn that fast...except someone else kind a slow...u know who i talking to...ha~~

the guitar class starts from today...

recently, 17 people attend the class...

today the lesson is...

plucking: P...I...M...A P...I...M...I...A...I...M...I

i hope they buy a guitar for their own for practicing...

i can't wait for the coming guitar class...

hahaha...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i'm ok right now...

i'm ok right now...

why why tell me why????

i know what she feel...
i know...i really know....
but why she just cant do as i told her??
i kind a disappointed...really....

HEY YOU....Yeah...YOU....i TALKING TO YOU....!!!!!!

did u...help me???
did u help me ask her??
did u help me ask her if have any problem or she sad please don't hide cause i'm here??
did u tell her not to think much???
did u ask her not to HIDE HERSELF????

i want to know why she HIDE HERSELF....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really...
disappointed...
and...
speechless...

never mind...
i know she kind a slow...
do most of the things slow slow...
have to take time to solve it...

please la...help me tell her this.........

*talking to her*
BUT...!!!

please la...TOLONG!!!!!!

DON'T take much of time la.....

u will hurt yourself......

aduDUI..........
*talking to her*....

i really hope....
really hope...she will be OK....

i really miss what she is (before the 'thing' happened to her)...
i miss when she smiles...
i miss when she laugh...
i miss when we have fun together...

i really HOPE she will be OK a.s.a.p....

i think not just me HOPE like THAT.....
others also the same.....

PLEASE LA.....

*talking to her*
PLEASE DON'T SUFFER YOURSELF...!!!
*talking to her*

Monday, August 31, 2009

A terrible dream...

9.34am 01 September 2009...

I have a terrible dream...

I dreamed that on one day, i got to go to college for exam...
The exam starts at 7.30pm...

I dreamed that i over napped...
Till i don't have enough time to prepare myself to go college...

It's about 7.00pm after i woke up and prepare myself to go college...
At that time I'm very worry and desperate...

Usually i bike to college...
Have to take at-least one hour for me to reach college...

When i ride on my bike from my house, the time is 7.15pm...
So, that's mean i can't make it to college on time...

It's heavy rain when i on the way to college...
The rain makes my whole body wet...

The rain is too heavy till i can't take it any more...
I bike to a place to shelter myself...

Time is about 7.50pm...
When the exam starts after 30 minutes...

Students who still haven reached to the exam room will considered absent and may not take the exam...
At-least in between the 30 minutes you manage to call or inform the examiner that you are unable to reach and take the exam...

The examiner will mark you as you can retake the exam...
So, quickly dig out my hand-phone, try to call my lecturer, Mr. Ooi Beng Chong...

Inform him that its impossible i can reach to the exam room on time...
But, when i dig out my hand-phone, i realized that my hand-phone is wet...

Can't function well...
So hard to press on the keypad...

But when i go to my hand-phone's contact box there...
I realized i didn't have Mr. Ooi's hand-phone number...

I decided to call one of my classmate, Vi Jackson...
when i put my hand-phone to my ear...

I woke up...
I realized that when i woke up, my hand still like hanging my phone to my ear...

Oh My GOD...
So creepy...

hello...

hello....